1:53 AM - Saturday, Nov. 19, 2005
I think I'm bitter.
Just got off the phone with Cory. Ironic of him to call on a Friday night.
Our relationship has changed. I know it's because I have changed. I don't feel the same for him anymore.
I care for him. Don't get me wrong. I will always care for him. He's my friend, and we've been through a lot together. I just... when I found out about that 19 year old, something inside me that was burning for him died.
I fear a part of me is bitter towards him over that, but I'll get over it.
I always do.
