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10:17 AM - Wednesday, Jan. 03, 2007 I'd go home early today but I was out sick yesterday. Plus, today is my sister Jenny's birthday and we're meeting at Angie's house to celebrate. On the bright side, I found out yesterday that Avelino is coming to visit me on the 11th of this month. He'll only be here until the 13th, but its still amazing that he's flying here just to see me before school starts back up again. Yesterday, as I was warning him about the culture shock he was going to receive, he made a comment along the lines of, "Maybe I'll like it so much, I'll move there." Does he like me that much all ready? I mean, I'm all ready wigging out over the fact that he's coming all the way from Boston just to visit me for a few days! Maybe I'm just good in bed. Though, that's no reason for a man to travel thousands of miles by plane just to see somebody when he can easily get some where he lives. Plus... and I admit this sounds very odd... I feel extremely nervous thinking about having him sleeping in my bed, let alone having sex with me in it. Its almost like I want to keep sex separate from my safe place or something - as if sex is taboo. See! I don't know how in the world I'm ever going to get married if I can't even relax enough to have sex in my very own bed.
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