3:12 PM - Wednesday, Sept. 28, 2005
Sometimes I just forget...
I am having one hell of a time figuring out how to fix my "older" entries page. I'm just about to give up on this CSS stuff. HTML was so much simpler, in my humble opinion. So, yeah.. if you access it and you can't figure out what in the world is going on because the entries aren't showing up... well, you're not alone. If anybody knows how to fix my problem, PLEASE HELP!!! I'll be forever grateful. I'll even mail you $20 or something. Swear!
I feel like going home and taking a long nap. I spent the entire morning stressing out about the globalization test I had this morning, and now that it's over... all I'm expecting from myself is a "B". I could NOT concentrate for the life on me to study for this test. I tried. I woke up at 6:00 and made my way over to school by 7:30 so I could sit in this study area and hopefully memorize every little detail of the chapters.. but strangely enough, this morning was not the morning to do that. There were at least 40 other students piled up in this area being as noisy as a preschool classroom. And then when it came time to take the test, I froze. Everything I studied hard for went straight out of my head and I forgot everything. Literally. I could go for banging my forehead against a brick wall right about now. Ain't gonna happen. There aren't any brick walls nearby to torture myself with.
There's so much I want to write.. so many little things... so many huge issues. I just want to write and write and never stop. I want to let the words flow from my fingers as the thoughts come to me, but a part of me holds back because if I delve that deeply into these thoughts, I'm afraid I'll never stop typing.
I have so many things I want to share. So many things I want to express an opinion on... so many things I want to talk about. I want to express myself on everything... from religion to politics to violent crimes and homosexuality.. I want to evaluate my life and everything in it, categorize it into words so I can understand everything that surrounds me. I want to feel as if I've placed it all out on the table and said, "here you go. This is me. Take it or leave it."
Sometimes I think I should just write a biography of my life, but then I think.. who would want to read my biography? I often egotistically think I'd make a great self-help book because I've experienced so many things and I've survived it all. The only reason I'm not going on and on about any of those subjects right now is because in my mind they have to have the perfect opening. You can't just talk about your day and your struggles with CSS and then jump into something so seriously profound. Maybe what I'll do is start a new page? Yes... I think I'll make a double entry today. No.. I can't do that. I don't have time to get deep into a subject.
3:12 PM - Wednesday, Sept. 28, 2005
Sometimes I just forget...
I am having one hell of a time figuring out how to fix my "older" entries page. I'm just about to give up on this CSS stuff. HTML was so much simpler, in my humble opinion. So, yeah.. if you access it and you can't figure out what in the world is going on because the entries aren't showing up... well, you're not alone.
I feel like going home and taking a long nap. I spent the entire morning stressing out about the globalization test I had this morning, and now that it's over... all I'm expecting from myself is a "B". I could NOT concentrate for the life on me to study for this test. I tried. I woke up at 6:00 and made my way over to school by 7:30 so I could sit in this study area and hopefully memorize every little detail of the chapters.. but strangely enough, this morning was not the morning to do that. There were at least 40 other students piled up in this area being as noisy as a preschool classroom. And then when it came time to take the test, I froze. Everything I studied hard for went straight out of my head and I forgot everything. Literally. I could go for banging my forehead against a brick wall right about now. Ain't gonna happen. There aren't any brick walls nearby to torture myself with.
There's so much I want to write.. so many little things... so many huge issues. I just want to write and write and never stop. I want to let the words flow from my fingers as the thoughts come to me, but a part of me holds back because if I delve that deeply into these thoughts, I'm afraid I'll never stop typing.
I have so many things I want to share. So many things I want to express an opinion on... so many things I want to talk about. I want to express myself on everything... from religion to politics to violent crimes and homosexuality.. I want to evaluate my life and everything in it, categorize it into words so I can understand everything that surrounds me. I want to feel as if I've placed it all out on the table and said, "here you go. This is me. Take it or leave it."
Sometimes I think I should just write a biography of my life, but then I think.. who would want to read my biography? I often egotistically think I'd make a great self-help book because I've experienced so many things and I've survived it all. The only reason I'm not going on and on about any of those subjects right now is because in my mind they have to have the perfect opening. You can't just talk about your day and your struggles with CSS and then jump into something so seriously profound. Maybe what I'll do is start a new page? Yes... I think I'll make a double entry today.
